Do you ever question if you're ever good enough? Life has been so crazy and so busy here lately, I have seemed to put God "on hold ." or even yet, on the back burner. I'm so ashamed! No wonder my days have seemed like the "days from hell" recently. I have often found myself, asking myself "what the hell did I get myself into? I knew 2 kids would be a little bit more work, but I sure didn't expect this!" I keep on telling myself, things have got to get better, things won't always be this tough, etc! BUT THEY AREN'T GETTING BETTER! While Jeremy is away, I've always felt Gods comfort, protecting us all while we are apart. But here lately- I couldn't feel more distant from HIM and I know now why that is. I moved. How stupid could I be? To think that I could possibly live this life and do it without talking to HIM on a daily basis?! As I was reading my daily devo for the day, I stumbled across these thoughts, and found some scriptures to help rid of the negativity.
I'll share a few:
My thought: I want to give up!
God's Word: Be committed. (Matthew 5: 33-37)
My thoughts: I feel lost!
God's Word: He watches my path and establishes my ways (Proverbs 5:21, 4:26)
My thoughts: I'm all alone and NO ONE understands me! (and my lifestyle!)
He will never leave me. He has plans for my life. (Deuteronomy 31:6, Jeremiah 29:11)
Hopefully and prayerfully, things will start to get back on track!!!!!
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