So, after lots of debating, contemplating, and wondering, I've finally done it....I created my blog. Many of my friends have encouraged me to do this, in order of having a way of expressing myself in this "Crazy Life" that my family and I live!
10 years ago, I never, ever pictured my life turning out this way. Okay, yes the wonderful husband, the adorable daughter, the one on the way, the little puppy who barks at her own shadow, a devout christian, the red brick home, the teaching job, the wonderful family, sure, I did picture that. But did I ever picture myself being employed as a Knox City Greyhound, attending a Baptist church, and having suppers in front of my TV watching Max & Ruby with my toddler, and a husband working far away...... NEVER! God has a funny way of changing our plans, and boy, has mine ever been changed, but I don't for one minute consider my life to be "messed up". Different? Of course! Not many approve, agree, or could live this lifestyle that my family has chosen to live, but that's why my blog is what is---
My blog is a way for me to just get it all out there...and to just let it go. My mom is 5 hours away, living in her own world (temporarily!), dealing with her own problems and being homesick,---so I don't feel "right" when I call and moan to her about my itty bitty problems---and my sister's have their own crazy/busy lives with just as many issues/problems/laughs/drama to deal with, so why make their stack any higher?! Then, my husband, is 3 hours away, working to support us, and so it doesn't feel right spilling my guts about petty things whenever he has to be away from his entire family, kids, and "life" so I don't feel it's fair to spill on him either. And talking to a 2 yr old, is really, well, I'm sure you get the idea. SO, all in all, this is my vent page! This is my way to just let anyone or noone, depending on who chooses to read this blog, know of how I'm feeling at the current moment!
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