Dear Lord........

My heart is so heavy and so filled with worry, all I simply know how to do is pray.....

Dear Lord,
You are the way, the truth and the life. You are the alpha and the omega. You made a promise to me through scripture last May that you knew the plans you had for me and would make straight my path. This road has been a smooth road, minus a few housing bumps. You have blessed me abundantly with a workplace that I admire with greatness. You have blessed our family by being able to be together, every night, for my family suppers. You have graciously given us Wendy, Jimmy, and Kimberly and we are forever grateful for their friendships. You are know throwing us a curve ball, and opening a door that neither of us expected. Our jaws are on the floor; the wind is still knocked out of us. You've given us a fork, and we aren't sure of your plan. Your timing in some ways seems so perfect; yet a bit confusing after a big change last May. Lord, help us to both place our trust in you. Give us the faith to stay strong and to see your plan for our family. Help me Lord, to be the wife that can submit to her husband as he leads his family in this decision. Happiness comes from within, and you have made me happy in every workplace I have ever been. Help me trust in you in knowing that you will take care of our family and do what is for the good and future for our family. Lord, my husband is torn. He is hurting. Please open his eyes to see your will for him and make this decision an easy one. Let us have zero regrets and know that we will never look back and wish we would have chosen a different path. You are our way, our truth, and our life. We give you our whole hearts Lord. You have never given us more than we can handle and your goodness always shows in the end. Please show us your way.
In your precious name,
Amen.


My friends,
Life is at an extreme high. I would love to share so many details right now, but there are so many what if's at this point that nothing is too clear. I promise to make things clearer soon. More than anything; my husband needs prayers. I am resting my peace in the bible knowing that I should submit to my husband and his authority. He is the head of our household and this decision has to be made by him. As I prayed above, happiness is a choice you make- no matter where you are. You either make the best of something; or it becomes to best of you. Please, my friends, lift our family, and even moreso Jeremy up in your prayers. He is so torn, confused, and in shock.