Tuesday, May 10, 2011

What's it worth!?

So, after much debating, contemplating, prayer and weighing out the good vs the bad, we are still undecided as to this summer. Jeremy didn't go back to Canadian Sunday due to his great aunt passing away and the burial service was today in Weinert. He had the opportunity these past 2 days to work on the farm, preparing combines for harvest, and I knew that after 2 days, he'd want it back for a lifetime. I could see the look in his eyes yesterday and today after he got in from work-- the look of happiness. The sensation of seeing his family after work these past two days, working with his dad, and just doing what he loves to do! It was time for him to leave tonight, and I could see it in him-- he had no desire to load his stuff, and pull out of the driveway. So all in all, my question tonight is What is it worth to be "happy" ? Do you continue doing what you not love but do it because the money makes things so much easier on your family? Or do you go back to what you once were doing, that made you happy everyday, and know that God has provided us thus far the past 4 years with that job, and continue for God's blessing? It's been so nice and stress free the past 6 months, not having to worry about this bill or that bill, getting to pay some things off, and getting to take a few family adventures and not having to worry about money. But is all that really worth it if you aren' t happy day in and day out? I don't know---and am sure leaning on God for an answer.

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