However, that Sunday evening- Jeremy had just finished watching something on the history channel- and we were just finishing supper. I had the girls bathed and they were playing and looked at the clock. It was straight up 7- and I sat down with the remote and said "Why not? Let's try it!"
Here I am 6 weeks later, to tell you that I nor my husband NEVER missed one minute of any episode. That's how good this mini-series was. Our couples weekend--on Sunday- it was the center of our day to make it back by 7 to watch. Our Easter weekend, was focused on leaving by 4 to return home by 7. I will even share that my husband was probably more into it than I was. After the very first episode, I was left with many questions, and of course left in awe. I then started to take notice at how much my husband "knew". As the 2nd and 3rd episode showed, I became more and more in awe. My husband was telling me names and details of these events before they even happened. I was the one sitting there in dumbness. I even had to call my mom after most episodes to reconfirm and try to comprehend the details.

Growing up- I was never shoved a bible. My church had it "all laid out" with something called a missalette and I never had to learn my "books" and recite bible stories. My CCD consisted of prayers, rituals, and goofing off. I had some horrible teachers- and I had some good ones too. From about 8th grade through confirmation---a total waste of time. What saddens me, looking back, is that I wasted all that time. On the other hand- my husband grew up in Sunday School every Sunday morning- learning his bible from front to back- and reciting those stories- to what Baptist call "bible drills". I probably can't tell you 5 times that I was handed a true "bible" in CCD and was told to flip to a book, read, and recite the story. Nope- that never happened. Now, I am not joking off my catholic religion, by any means. I admire the Catholic church and miss all the symbolism that the church entails.
However- what I don't miss is the sense of "forcefulness" and the "laziness" that comes from that. I don't want to seem as if I'm "blaming" the church for my not knowing my bible- any true christian knows that if you want to know the bible- get it out and read it yourself. Yet, I also know as a teacher, that children are at such prime ages to learn such valuable information- and I don't feel as if bible reading/reciting stories was encouraged.
Coming into the Easter Season, it always saddens me a little that I'm not catholic. I miss Easter Season in the catholic church. It's such a special time. However- I don't miss that feeling of "guilt" when you miss because your extremely ill, was up until 3 AM with a baby the night before, or whatever else. From my personal experience- I learned that it was more of an attendance factor more than anything. Yet, after converting to the Baptist faith- I've learned the EXACT opposite. I go to church because I WANT to go and I want to worship my savior. I'm not going to get a tally beside my name, or because I want the preacher to notice, or because I want someone in the congregation to notice.
Back to my topic- this mini series of The Bible. Upon watching John the Baptist baptizing many, and then watching Peter baptize last night, NOT ONCE did I ever see one infant baptized. I am very well aware of taking original sin away and that Catholics/Methodist do believe in infant baptism. However, no where in the bible does it ever state that infants have to be baptized. NOW- do not misunderstand. I am not AGAINST, IN ANY WAY, ANYONE baptizing their infants. If you want to get technical- I was baptized as an infant and believe to this day that I am a saved Christian on my way to heaven. I also can testify to say that there is nothing more angelic than seeing a pure, innocent infant being baptized. However- after seeing this series and diving into scripture- I have learned and solidified my decision all the more. The day that my girls get to testify and make their OWN decision to follow God- to get to REMEMBER their baptism-- How awesome is that? I am excited that in my new "religion" that everything is a"choice" for them to make. Nothing is forced by age, previous rituals, etc. Let me state this again- I am not FOR or AGAINST infant baptism, I don't feel that either way is the "right" way. I honestly feel that they are BOTH 100% true and meaningful and that God will accept both religions into his kingdom. As Paul ended his life last night saying "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful" To me- that's what life is all about. Not WHEN you get baptized, but how you fought your fight, how you remained faithful, and that determines your destiny.
Ok- so that's my sermon for today! If you haven't watched this- then I urge anyone to grab a copy of the DVD that comes out tomorrow- my family gives it 2 thumbs up, 5 stars, and SO MUCH MORE! You will not be disappointed- you will be REJOICING that you are promised an everlasting life in heaven!
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